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“读得多少就多少” 
Dis favorite quote suddenly popped up on my mind. it reminds me of whenever i facing studies/ exam dilemma, my grandma will comfort me by this sentence =]  NOW, i only noticed that my revision progress getting slow and even worst maybe? Due to some of da obstacles i've facing recently, it made my mood down & lost concentration on revision. Hmm. I know, i shouldn't get distraction especially at this moment, THE STUDＹ ＷＥＥＫ! I should put aside all these temporary-can't-settle problem!><

“利用” 这句话的杀伤力有多强，又有谁能了解？
好一句 “利用” 狠狠地伤了我；
“质疑” 却让我看透原来感情是可以那么脆弱，
那么经不起考验的。
这是不是说明 “信任” 也已经不存在？

得到就应该好好珍惜，
一旦失去了才意识到的重要性
会不会让你后悔莫及？

Life never be easy!

 

Sometimes am so sick about my life. Its killing me badly until i feel like staying alone all da way. Study life as usual, midterm tests, quiz, assignments continuous and NOW, final exam coming around the corner. My first paper fall on 27 Dec dis month, its 2 days after X'mas. Arghhh!! The special festival just end up like that! ='(((

GOSH! Even though it left around 2 weeks times to start the 1st paper, somehow i don't have the mood to start my revision yet. Motivation declined dramatically. Negative thought start working out it's "job"! Wondering am i still able to maintain my Gpa? No doubt that i getting lazy at the same time i lost concentration on doing anything. Why did it happen again?! I have no idea =/

And yeah! am broke due to over budget nowadays. Monthly saving seems like not enough for me to settle down all my debts. I ＮＥＥＤ MORE $ $ $ !! Studies life is da best, if its comes to more "income". Hiak hiak! =D  May be i'll consider to work part time job during my semester break again. Earn money by myself and buy the desire thingy without looking on price tag. LOL!

# I'll choosing try harder #

=‘)

当一切问题再找不到理由反驳的时候，
我选择用微笑带过,
来掩饰不愉快的心情 =))

心声

Throughout all the memories, at least i got some ideas which lead me to the unpredictable future. Frankly, am not so understanding myself until people surrounded me remind me and willing to share their values opinions about my personality. Am so bless to have all of them existing in my life =)  On the other hand, i felt fed up towards certain people who did not know me well but judge me and make their own assumptions earlier. How sad when u knew the fact that those people u put your TRUST on them would comment u like that!

Fyii! throw all the past at behind and let's start our life with

F.A.I.T.H  =DD

Now, i would like to share my own view on both life & love. 

L.I.F.E

 - nothing much to change since i still pursuing my studies accompanying by amazing classmates though there's a 5 years gap between us. Perhaps it takes time to build up our friendship and trust. 

- i can felt the joyful that created by them at some classes, they're trying to put their effort on making stressful life to relax environment. 

- till now, i still remembered how lame the joke was, their laugh and sincerity xD  

- when the exam is around the corner, some of them will start preparing themselves and of course certain people choose the way of burning midnight oil.   

- what i am trying to highlight here is no matter what kind of result they got, they insist their dream and give a hope in the following papers. This is the spirit that i must learn from them---NEVER GIVE UP!

L.O.V.E

- am still awaiting my real prince to join in my future. i have a clear picture of which kind of guy i seeking for, at the same time those personality can be accepted by myself.

- my ideal characteristic as below:

(´∀｀)♡ 成熟，稳重

(´∀｀)♡ 信任
(´∀｀)♡ 安全感
(´∀｀)♡ 有斗志

囧

(｀ε´) 霸道

(｀ε´) 占有欲强

(｀ε´) 妒忌心强

(｀ε´) 猜疑心重

(｀ε´) 自以为是
(｀ε´) 过于大男人主义

当面对不被信任的眼神，讽刺的语言足以摧毁你心里所想像的。一直以来，我最注重的是安全感。只要让我感受这一点，我会给予对方自由。当然，我也不喜欢被束缚。如果出自于关心，我能够接受，但不是被管制以及过于插手我做的任何决定。很多时候我会寻求朋友的意见，好让证明我的决定是对的！在爱情的国度里，我希望我未来的另一半不会那么容易被周遭的指点动摇。就如我说的，可以参考别人的意见，而不是立场不坚定!不能坚决自己的想法教我如何将我未来的人生交给他？

坦白说，我想要的爱情其实很平凡：互相了解，关心和包容。找个能包容我的缺点，多注重优点；而不是一直挖苦我。在我面临困境时能及于鼓励我，陪伴我熬过这一切 =)

或许很少人做得到，但并不是没有这类型的人，不是吗？只要深爱着对方，无论前方的路多么坎坷，只要双方互相扶持这些问题算得了什么？我不是淑女，不会刻意去装扮。不打扮并不是不愿意，看场合吧！=D 外出时只想舒服的装扮，好让双方都不觉得压力。只要遇到对的人，我愿意陪他做他想做的，也希望对方支持我任何决定和梦想！

范瑋琪-最親愛的你