3 年

3年多的感情一瞬间消失了。。
这么突然的消息，惊动了身边的朋友们，
令他们一时无法接受。


他问：你舍得放弃这一段3年多的感情吗？
我说：感情淡了


其实，不是我变了
而是一直以来我们的想法有所出入
他都没发觉到而已


之前，别人都会问远距离恋爱，你不担心吗？
或者，他已经踏入社会了，不担心移情别恋？
我都很坚决地回答———不会！
从来没担心过这一天的到来！
因为他给于我安全感 + 信任


现在，他却质疑我在这3年里说的是谎话
那不就等于否决了一直以来我对他的信任吗？
为什么？
难道我说的一切就不值得相信？
这几年的相处都是白过的？


他说：以前我都宠他，像小孩般的一样照顾，
       而他习惯了这样的对待
我想：我也会累啊！我也需要这样的关怀啊！
       为何当初他无法以相同的方式对待？
他说：现在就轮回我宠你
我：无言。。


人就是这样，
直到失去了才懂得珍惜，反省
这段感情还有挽留的机会吗？
我不懂！

Status!

一个人的生活真好~

一个人上学
一个人享用晚餐
这样的生活   我可以称得下去
至少我学会了独立
安全感也增添了不少

原来~   
我已经习惯了这一切
一个人的生活也不赖嘛
随心所欲做自己想做的事情
朋友的嘘寒问暖   也暖入心底

远方的你~

你过得好吗？

没有了我的陪伴，你还习惯吗？

New Life!

AFTER struggled for so long, finally i stepped back college life! Which is my desire college about 5 YEARS ago. Within past few years in UTAR, i've learned alot from different aspects, such as studies, friendship, relationship and etc. And can't denied that, happy moments still keep in mai memories =)  Somehow, after these 5 years i still have to face all these issues once again. What to do? This called L.I.F.E! No matter how hard it will be, life still going on!

Frankly, it is almost 5 days in kl but kinda hard to adapt the life over there. Still, i would like to compared the life in kampar and kl ><  Conclusion is that, kampar life still da best! It tends to more peaceful and simple life at da same time surrounded by friends. I will never think of safety problem when I was there. Nite outing still as usual =P  BUT, its no longer happen in kl life. Homesick stick around since 2nd days. With new environment, friends and housemates, it takes time to adapt it.

When lecturers did some briefing on coursework and final exam, am started to worry whether i able to cope with these anot? Somehow, there's no turning back. Fully concentration and jot down some main points will lead me to increase understanding. Practice plus revision needed as well.

Looking forward for next week classes as tutorial class will start officially! Best of luck! ♥